Monday, May 10, 2004

woke up to a lovely morning today. starting thinking of her, the moment i opened my eyes. but no matter how hard i thought of her, i cant remember how she looked like, damn, its barely a week since i last saw her. but i can only remember her being very pretty and sweet and everything else. heh, geez, i better ask her to send one photo of her to me. den lidat i can see her every morning when i wake up. but i have been giving much thought to this everytime i'm free. she's rilly too good for me. seems like i have already talked myself out that she will just remain as my crush, i just cant picture her saying yes to becoming my girlfren. talking abt low esteem. i guess once bitten twice shy. enough of girls, but i rilly like her a lot sia~

last week break like 5 times, damn shiok. mahmud was a life saver, taught me a lot of footwork. so i finally completed my first footwork routine. those that one to see the completed one, i think theres only one way. battle me. haha, kiddin la. think i must practise till even if i don know wat i am doing, the routine will just come naturally, lidat i won forget it in times of a competition.

gave myself one month to get my flares. i rilly think i'm getting there already, my flare feels like floating when its at the back. after this one month, i promised mahmud that i will join his crew. hope his invitation will still be open till then. i thought abt it a few daes ago. FTC and 606 style are a family, and if i join 606 style, there will seem to be a similarity in both crews. theres is only one malay in FTC and one chinese in 606. haha, wat a coincidence. but i'm hoping that dino will join 606 as well, will he?

after so long, i realised that theres no way i can ever give up breakdancing, no matter whether i suck at it or whether i lose my limbs doing it. unless i lose my head, i will never stop. yes, hiphop u don stop.

love her lots - peace \/
gilbert at 6:04 PM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}